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observation de vous;
observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir
the 4 hearts
Friday, April 25, 2008
i'm just not cut out for it. i mean it's stupid to have gone through all that trouble for nothing. yea, perhaps they were all right from the start. just totally got reinforced by all the returned assignments and projects. now it's really demoralising and hoho. the exams are next week. i'm burnt and tired. fucking results. shouldn't even have let me gone to the uni in the first place. reminds me of the days i had in dhs. fucked up days. like what i'm having now. should have just sent me overseas. fuck all that money spent on the stupid damned fucked up houses. no point in staying in uni and getting all that fucked up grades. what difference does it make when you have a lousy degree anwys. such a mindfuck to find a job here. feel so constrained like you can't move and you got no other options if u want a chance in earning those big bucks and living up to what everyone deems is the family status. yea and so i'm not doing well. and im sick & tired of being outbeaten by all those smart students. it just eats me when they re not even trying to study and here i am trying my best. all so that i can still be lousier than them. oh fuck it.
ben hurry up come back. you owe me those 10 sticks. and many drinks.
- everything's just temporary;
1:35 PM
